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Life is different now

You can't fight cancer without hope

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Verse 1
I used to race from dawn to dark,
Now rest has claimed my heart,
My body needs recover time,
They give my soul a start.

Verse 2
My knees hurt climbing up the stairs,
And hunger comes and goes,
The joints that crack still carry me
To everywhere life goes.

Chorus
It’s different now, I won’t pretend,
The body keeps the score,
But where the pain still flows on in,
There’s gratitude once more.

Verse 3
The nights slip by without much sleep,
My thoughts move through the haze,
But each foggy, fractured morning
Brings sunshine to my days.

Chorus
It’s different now, I won’t pretend,
The body keeps the score,
But where the pain still flows on in,
There’s gratitude once more.

Bridge
Where the pain sits, hope now stays,
Where the fog sits, thanks remains,
No, I’m not the person I once was,
My remission calmed the pains.

Life looks different than it used to,
Yes, maybe better, hard to tell,
I’m learning how to see the blessings
Hiding inside this remade shell.

Not the path I would have chosen,
But one I’ve come to love somehow,
The eyes I had before this storm
Could not see the good I’m seeing now.

Outro
So I will meet each morning grateful,
For the strength this body brings,
For every breath, each step, each laugh,
And all the life that still sings.

So call it remission, call it grace,
Call it a life thats rearranged,
Every ache reminds me I’m still here —
Different now, but I’ll welcome the change.

Cancer took the years I planned for,
But left me wide awake,
And in the balance of what mattered,
I found what life could make.

Cancer changed the life I knew,
But gave me clearer eyes,
For the first time in this whole life,
I finally realize.

What I have that others don’t,
And what matters now,
It’s not what life owes to me,
Its the hope I give that counts.

Light of Hope Catalog
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